Me @paulotwain on January 1, 2020

112 photos on Google Photos:
https://photos.app.goo.gl/o6YnczMou65GrSDY9

Me @paulotwain on January 1, 2020.
Shoot on a OnePlus 5T and edited on Snapseed and GMIC.

Did anybody missed me?

It's true that I've been away from posting new nudes here. But that doesn't mean I ain't taking them regularly.

In fact, there are many unreleased nude photoshots from 2018, but something is just keeping me from posting. At first I thought that maybe my weight gain was making me afraid to keep showing myself publicly, which just didn't make sense for someone who advocate for the freedom of expression and the fall of all and every beauty standard.

But soon I realized that this is something much deeper. Maybe I already made my point here and there's no reason to keep posting like before. I don't know... I still want to be able to look back and see the evolution of my body, in every stage of aging, and how I express my sexuality through it.

I guess the today's post is one more try to make it work. Nothing was planned, from the shooting to the posting. I just felt like doing it.

Some pictures are unedited, some received small temperature and contrast corrections. All pictures are in high quality as I usually like my porn. There are many similar shots, which is also part of my taste for nudes. I like repetition, from pop music to nudes.

By the way, that's something I don't think I already said here, but I wish everybody could understand while seeing my nudes: I make this for me, for my own taste. I started this blog because I couldn't find pictures like that to stimulate myself sexually. I guess I'm not alone, so maybe others could find them valuable too.

Now back to the today photoshoot, I also allowed myself to include some shots with non posed face expressions. Don't get me wrong, I still love to smile while taking nudes, because that better expresses the feeling of joy I'm experiencing at the moment.

But that, like almost all my facial and corporal expressions, are non natural things I learned to do, as an autistic person, to improve (and sometimes even to allow) my communication with the outside world (aka other persons).

So even my smile in nudes is not fake, it's not natural either. So this time we have some "emotionless" nudes, which doesn't mean I was emotionless at the moment. More like the other way around. Deal with that, outside world.

I guess that's all I wanted to say for now. Enjoy ^_^